|
|
October 29
nikjer ne piše, da SEM ODVISNA OD DRUGIH
nikjer ne piše, da DRUGI KROJIJO MOJO USODO
nikjer ne piše, da SO DRUGI BOL POMEBNI OD MENE
nikjer ne piše, da bi se morala sekirat zaradi enih p******** m***
zato...
JAZ GREM TJA
ti pa pojdi v KURAC!
_________________________________________________________________________________________
Mlin na veter me bo gnou
Da ne bom nikol' pristou
Glih zdej plavam čez oblak
In me reže težek zrak.
Al bo sonce, al bo sneg
Mene grab nervozn smeh
Rad bi ujel le njeno dlan
Da ne odplavam predaleč stran.
Dnevi niso rok'n'roll
Ampak vedno tišji mol
Oči mi grize mrzu led
Samo jaz vidim njeno sled.
Umikam se, da jo ne mot'
Ampak izpadem idiot
Zato pa jadram u ekstrem
Da spoznam tist, kar že vem
Prou dobr' vem.
In jaz grem tja,
kjer je led iz severa
In jaz grem tja,
kjer je plesna muzika.
Trgam zlato jabolko
Lohk bi rezu mavrico
Čuvam sonce in nebo
In to res sam' za njo
A vse to spremla črn ptič
In mi zmeri vse unič'
Zato pa jadram u ekstrem
Da spoznam tist, kar že vem
Prou dobr' vem
In jaz grem tja,
kjer je led iz severa.
In jaz grem tja,
kjer je plesna muzika.
In jaz grem tja,
kjer je led iz severa.
In jaz grem tja,
kjer je sam patetika.
In jaz grem tja, jaz grem tja
Da uničm, kar se da
In jaz grem tja, jaz grem tja
Izzivat, kar je črn'ga
In jaz grem tja, jaz grem tja
U men je še dost upanja
In jaz grem tja, jaz grem tja
Da ujamem krokarja
In jaz grem tja,
kjer je led iz severa.
In jaz grem tja,
kjer je plesna muzika.
In jaz grem tja,
kjer je led iz severa.
In jaz grem tja,
kjer je sam patetika.
 __________________________________________________________________________________________________
October 27 Če se dosti časa ne izpoveš nobenemu. Če dosti časa molčiš in se ne izdaš.
Potem imaš veliko stvari za povedati, a istočasno, skrivati.
Skrivati sebe, ker se bojiš sveta,
skrivati svoja čustva, ker se bojiš drugih,
skrivati resnico, ker se bojih sebe.
Mislim, da me je zadnje dni spremljalo veliko misli.
Starih, novih, že izrečenih ali pa na novo prebranih/slišanih.
Nekaj vam jih ponujam...
Ena misel jim je skupna...
Ena sama...
...In veš koliko tvoj objem
in dotik
je vse to res ali se mi zdi
in ta svet ni več nem
me v nove sanje potopi
tvoj objem
in dotik
kar ne verjamem, da letim
kaj vse v čudež spremeni
tvoj objem ...
_______________________________________________________________________________
...Sreča je, da ljubezen ni kri
ki lahko odteče
temveč nekaj, kar ostane
tudi ko so kosti že prah ...
_______________________________________________________________________________
...Ljubezen ni plačilo
niti dar
niti miloščina
ampak čudež
da nekdo lahko čuti enako kot ti ...
October 23
Vrata na ropotarnici so se odmaknila, še preden je sploh prijela za kljuko.
Roka, ki jih je odtrzlna, jo je ujela za zapestje in
jo lahno povlekla preko visokega praga.
Stopila je v prazno in se mu, loveč ravnotežje, naslonila v objem.
Začutila je njegovo golo telo, ki je bilo še toplo od spanja,
ali pa je gorelo zaradi česa drugega.
Dotaknila se ga je nehote z razprto dlanjo in je ni več odmaknila.
Želela mu je tako reči, česar ni znala niti zmogla s besedami.
Prihajala je iz zapletenih labirintov noči, a bila je še včerajšnja.
Trenutek, ko sta si zastala nasproti in obvisela v skušnjavi,
se je pritihotapil z njo in se je želel nadaljevati.
"Čakal sem te," ji je dahnil v zaležane lase, v resnici pa je bil rekel:
O bog, kako sem te čakal in kako nadvse sem upal,
da se bo nocoj res zgodilo!
Dvignila je glavo in se z obrazom dotaknlila njegovih gladkih lic.
Čutila jih je s čelom, nosom, ustnicami -
prav razločno in nedvomno je zdaj brala z njih -
bilo ji je, kot bi kar na lepem razumela govorico ptic in spoznala,
da je v njhovih srcih res vse tako, kot si je zmeraj zamišljala.
nobenega dvoma torej ni bilo več, nobene zadrege,
niti skrbi, da bi jima bile lahko nevarne poti,
ki so jih najdevali njegove zvedave prsti ali
jih je pač ponujalo njegovo prebujeno telo.
Azurna modra noči, ki je skozi edino lino sijala
nad njima in le deloma osvetljevala prostor,
pa njuna skrito početje odela v nestvarno tančico,
kot bi ju želela zaščititi pred izdajalsko svetlobo dneva,
ki mu nista pripadala.
_____________________________________________________________________________________
vir: Lainšček, F. (2003): Ločil bom peno do valov. Ljubljna, Študentska založba.
October 19
__________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
"Njegove oči, ki ji niso bile še nikoli tako blizu,
so bile zdaj bol modre kot ta voda in nebo nad njo,
saj modrina, ki jih je napolnjevala, ni bila odsev, temveč žar.
Videla je v njih, da jo je imel rad -
ker želela je samo to zdaj videti in za vse druge odtenke ji ni bilo mar.
Začutila je v tankem njegove iščoče prste in nato še dlan,
ki je bila ljubeča in je v prijemu postala vse bolj topla.
Njegove vlažne ustnice so ji zdrsele po licu in izbita brada jo je brusila,
da so ji šli mravljinci. nato ni več razbirala posamičnih občutkov - bilo je,
kot bu jo bil zapljusnil val, oblilo jo je in ji šlo po vseh pregibih,
prežemalo jo je in ji jemalo sapo. vmes je še slišala glasove vodnih ptičev in serca,
ki je hrzal v gostirju, Ivanovo šepetanje pa je bilo le še topla sapa,
je pronicala skozi kožo in meso v dušo,
ali pač tja nekam, kjer je razumela, govorico ne da bi slišala besede.
Verjela mu je zdaj: bila je njegova odrešujoča želja,
nekaj, kar se končno izpolni in je potem vse drugače.
Bližina, ki se jima je dogodila, je blagodejno zapolnila vso praznino preteklosti.
Krčevitost, ki ju je zibala, je bila obljuba,
da se ne bo nikoli več skotila želja, ki bi ju vabila vstran."
_________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
photo1: http://opiumpinkprincess.deviantart.com/art/sex-76084828
photo2: http://heart-princess.deviantart.com/art/Perfect-Love-72608738
Vir: Lainšček, F. (2003): Ločil bom peno od valov. Ljubljana, Študentska založba. October 17
___________________________________________________________________
I just miss that feeling,
music in my body,
my heart beating on the time,
your arms,
and our lost eyes.
___________________________________________________________________
The Broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
From stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm holdin on)(I'm holdin on)
I'm barely holding on to you
The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
Is there healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm still holdin on)(I'm holdin on)
(I'm still holdin on) (I'm holdin on)
I'm barely holding on to you
I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what, you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on, to the words you say
You said that I will, will be okay
The broken light on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
But I haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
There is healing
In your name (In your name)
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm still holdin')(I'm holdin' on)(I'm still holdin') (I'm holdin' on) (I'm still holdin')
Barely holding on to you (I'm still holdin on)
Barely holdin on to you
____________________________________________________________________
youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sa_mtN8b_b8&feature=related
photo1: http://cernobyte.deviantart.com/art/broken-41484693
photo2: http://helja.deviantart.com/art/Breath-32614817
October 15 Danes pa je bil zanimiv dan...
No v samem bistvu, sploh ne...
Mislila sem na to kaj bom danes ustvarila za semle gor...
Čutila sem jo, sam je potrebovala še obdelavo...
Pridem domov in nov RSQ... JUPI...
Potem pa nova ideja...
Tole kar je nastalo zdajle...
________________________________________________________________
Ko me noč samega pusti,
vse je mirno ali pa že spi,
jočem.
Nimam besed,
nimam več upanja,
nisem spil dovolj za toliko solza,
jočem.
Jočem, jočem,
ne upam si priznat, da hočem te,
hočem te.
Jočem, jočem,
ne upam si proznat, da hočem te,
hočem te.
Vedel sem, da mi bo hudo,
a še vedno vleče me na dno,
jočem.
Napisanih je že dovolj besed
in ne vem če hotel bi te videt spet,
jočem.
Jočem, jočem,
ne upam si prizna, da hočem te,
hočem te.
Jočem, jočem,
ne upam si priznat, da hočem te,
hočem te.
Jočem, jočem,
ne upam si priznat, da hočem te,
hočem te.
________________________________________________________________
Več kot čutim...
Več kot lahko povem...
Kot...
__________________________________________________________________
October 13
I have seen the rain
I have felt the pain
I don't know where I'll be tomorrow
I don't know where I'm going
I don't even know where I've been
But i know I'd like to see them again.
Spend my days just searching
Spend my nights in dreams
Stop looking over my shoulder baby
I've stopped wonderin' what it means
Drop out, burn out, solidier hooh they've said I should've been more
Probably so if i hadn't of been in that crazy damn Vietnam war.
I have seen the rain
I've survived the pain Oh I've been home 30 years or so
And I'm just stepping up for the blame
Spend my days just searching
Spend my nights in dreams
Stop looking over my shoulder baby
I've stopped wonderin' what it means
Drop out, burn out, solidier hooh they've said I should've been more
Probably so if i hadn't of been in that crazy damn Vietnam war.
We have seen the rain, together
We have survived the pain, forever
Oh it's good to home again
Its good to be with my friends
Oh it's good to be home again
It's good to feel that rain
______________________________________________________________________________
Vsaka oseba ima svojo pot...
Vsaka oseba ima svoje vzpone in padce....
Vsaka oseba ima svojo dobro in slabo stran...
In prav vsaka oseba je vredna...
In zato je še težje sprejeti dejstvo...
Da zaradi pretežkih poti...
Neumnosti ljudi...
Premalo ljubezni...
Samote...
Nekdo umre...
Nekdo konča to pot...
Težko...
Bolečo...
Sam...
Vsem tistim, ki jim ni uspelo...
Preko bolečine...
Preko sovraštva...
Preko samote...
______________________________________________________________________________
October 11
Nekaj se prebuja v zraku
nekaj se zgodilo bo
zvezde so prižgane v mraku
pravo pot nam kažejo
Ni nas strah nikogar pred nami
ni nas strah prevar in psovk
skupaj spet na tekmi smo zbrani
zmaga z nami gre domov
Naj kar govorijo nesmisle in laži
čas je, da povemo kdo smo mi
Dviga Slovenija zastave v ponos
našim junakom ta pesem naj da krila in moč
dviga Slovenija zastave v ponos
našim junakom ta pesem naj da moč
Vse glasneje bobni grmijo
vse glasneje pojemo
naj se sliši to melodijo
tja na stran nasprotnikov
Ni nas strah nikogar pred nami
ni nas strah prevar in psovk
skupaj spet na tekmi smo zbrani
zmaga z nami gre domov
Dviga Slovenija zastave v ponos
našim junakom ta pesem naj da krila in moč
dviga Slovenija zastave v ponos
našim junakom ta pesem naj da moč
________________________________________________________________________________
Youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjTrz5BTtcY
Slika1: http://mango-addict.deviantart.com/art/Football-77744238
Slika2: http://argor.deviantart.com/art/football-fever-29985125 October 09 Dobila pesem, ki opisuje stanje v katerem bi morala jaz zdaj sedeti (so mi svetovali).
Ma ga ne čutim* .
Mene ni še tam.
Tako kot je melodija, strah zbujajoča.
Nočem, da bi vse kar nakenkrat postalo tako.
Nočem trpeti in iti naprej,
raje trpim in SANJAM.
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend
And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be
What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last
And will we ever end up together?
no, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one
______________________________________________________________________________________________________________
____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
* Vse kar narediš, naredi zato ker to res čutiš. Morda se ne zaveš, vendar se vidi. LJUBI S SRCEM!!!!!!
October 08
Je res to to...
Ali je to samo moja domišljija...
Želela bi da bi bilo vse resnično...
Vse tisto kar čutim jaz...
Nočem, da bi bila vse samo laž...
Jaz o tem ne lažem...
_______________________________________________________________
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
_______________________________________________________________
slika1: http://carpediemmm.deviantart.com/art/I-don-t-wanna-miss-a-thing-50206187
slika2: http://ictenbey.deviantart.com/art/CLOSE-YOUR-EYES-44222307
October 06 Ni potrebno drugih besed...
Reši me lahko sama eno...
Ti...
Konec laži...
Konec pretvarjanja...
Konec "pravih" ljubezni...
________________________________________________________________________________
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Hurry I'm fallin'
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Hurry I'm fallin'
_______________________________________________________________________________
October 04
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with
`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with?
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.
Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There `s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there. 
_________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Sej vem da si, sam te ni tukaj. Si nekje drugje in dala bi vse kar imam, samo da bi bila s teboj.
Da bi rešila to situacijo, ki me pelje nekam kamor nočem.
Da bi na vse pogledala iz drugega zornega kota.
Si skupaj pomagala, ker veva da se ljudje okoli nas pretvarjajo, in s tem škodijo najinim prijatejem.
Hotela bi biti srečna in skupaj.
Trezna ali pa ne.
Samo skupaj.
______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
October 02
In veš koliko...
Tvoj objem...
In dotik...
Je vse to res ali se mi zdi
in ta svet ni več nem,
me v nove sanje potopi...
Tvoj objem...
In dotik...
Kar ne verjamem, da letim,
kaj vse v čudež spremeni tvoj objem.
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________
October 01
Klin se s klinom zbija... A če ni takega klina, da bi lahko zbil prejšnji klin.. Kako pa potem???
__________________________________________________________________________________
a veš da me boli
a veš da me boli
da me boli
odkar si šla
hudo mi je
za vse noči ko nisem bil s teboj
in daleč stran
gre tvoja pot
z mojo križala se več ne bo
in solzna so vsa jutra
ko se sam zbudim
naj prazna steklenica
vrne mi spomin
naj dež odnese vse
spomine spet s seboj
ker vsak dan vse bolj me boli
naj veter ti pove
kako je zdaj z menoj
ker v meni plamen tvoj gori
saj veš da me boli
saj veš da me boli
da me boli
saj veš da me boli
saj veš da me boli
da me boli
zdaj nosi me
viharna pot
a jaz čakam da se spet zjasni nebo
mogoče spet
morja splav
bo prinesel tvoje mi telo
in solzna so vsa jutra
ko se sam zbudim
naj prazna steklenica
vrne mi spomin
naj dež odnese vse
spomine spet s seboj
ker vsak dan vse bolj me boli
naj veter ti pove
kako je zdaj z menoj
ker v meni plamen tvoj gori
in da izgubim te
to nočem in ne smem
a če izgubim te
raje kot to umrem
ker v meni je vihar,
ki spi ko z mano si
a ko odideš proč
se znova prebudi
takrat ostanem sam
kot ptica sem ujet
ker je zamenjal raj
bodečih vrtnic svet
saj veš da me boli
________________________________________________________________________________
|
Tools 
